"My Nightmare"

Do you embrace this
Will you stop and face this
Good afternoon this only will improve
My alibi is never cut and dried
And i can't remember this cold dark december My pleasure is gone

But by and by
My will to live is strong
And nothing ever stopped me from
Commiting the wrong
My own heart can tell me why
I never ever stopped to end this dying inside
I faced you and now my nightmare is my life

Here is my present state of mind
It isn't much to scream about
Inside i'm full of doubt
Can this congregation stand up to the nation
And rocket me up to the stratosphere
I can't hear
Everyone's gone