"God"

Do you hear me crying
For you in the night
Can you feel me dying in my heart
This sickness multiplying
Into my wildest dreams
Wasted here and lying in the dark

When I say
God
Why do you make me do
Those horrible things to you
And why do you not believe me when I call out
I'm lost and there's no hope now

Do you now deny me
I see you in my dreams
My fortunes here are crumbling to a halt
I realize i'm lying
I understand my need
Of paying restitution for my faults

But i have never ever noticed you
And i have never ever cared